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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

My cute little friend, KANA!

Currently, I'm going to be spending my ENTIRE SUMMER (yeah you heard it, my entire summer) building a float with an awesome team of people.
I'll be doing admin work, and it may get a little monotonous calling/emailing people and begging them to sponsor us, so I decided to whip out my cute little friend.
My soft toy KANA! (In case you haven't seen it).
Its chinese name is Xiao Bai (小白). (But it'll rather go by the name Kana!)
I'll be going to Thailand from today till 25 May, so don't miss me too much yeah!

Meanwhile, here are pictures of Kana camwhoring for your entertainment (:
Cya guys!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Bintan with Baby!

WOW. It's been a whole 3 months!

Anyway, will be posting up pictures from Bintan soon! Stay tuned!


Friday, February 25, 2011

Hi world,

I know I haven't been posting in a real long while.
I don't know what I've been feeling recently so.... yeah.

But I guess there're always some events which one will want to take down so that when they look back and reminisce, they'll laugh at the happy moments they had or feel grateful for the situation they are in right now because of the bad times they have endured.

There is one thing, however despite of all the shit I've been feeling, I would want to remember during these past few months of my life.
That is CAW (Catholic Awareness Week) that is organised by NUS CSS.
My first step to feeling more involved in community. My first step to get out of the depression.
I'd like to thank God for blessing me with such a wonderful co-head - Matthias.

I'd like to thank God for all the chances he has given me to make new friends in NUS.
I'd like to thank God for everything he has given me - especially life.

Jesus loves us all.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas everybody!

Well, not too merry for me.
Chased out, nomadic, no where to sleep all the time.

Jesus, I know you love me.
Please be with me. Please be near me.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

It's been a while since I updated this space.

Uni has been sucky but friends like Shaun, Syakinah and Muhainah makes it all better.
I've not been very involved in Hall life, but I sure do hope I will be more involved soon. I'm hoping I can get into the Orientation Committee. That'll secure me a place in Hall next year hopefully.

Sigh, I've ran out of things to say.

Maybe all I can say now is God be with me.

Friday, October 29, 2010

I feel so alone. ):

I am depressed. ):
I want to die. ):

Thursday, September 23, 2010


Thursday, September 2, 2010


Dear Shaun,

It has been an awesome time with you in the last 6 months.
I really hope that you and I will continue to grow in love.

I love you.

God Please bless us.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I've been on this page for the last 3 hours, it's 130am now. I don't know what to write.

I guess all I can say is that I'm scared of school.
How I'm going to cope.

But. I will make it.
I know I will.

Jesus be my guide.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Thanks Shaun

Hello world.

I know I haven't been posting much but honestly I don't know what to write about anymore.
Some days I feel like writing about how sucky the weather is. Some days I feel like writing about how happy/mad/sad I am about something.
But that wouldn't interest me, neither would it interest you.

Today I want to write about how awesome Shaun has been and how he has really changed the way I see things.

In the past, I guess I was simply living and waiting for death to come, I never really thought of accomplishing much in the time I was given on earth.
Now, I comtemplate death even more - but wait, I thought you changed? - but I start living when I am dying.
Thanks to Shaun, for helping me see that there IS a point in life. That one individual can make such a difference in others' lives.

Dear Shaun,

You saved me,
Like a knight in shining armour would save a damsel in distress.
You opened my heart to the idea that love is for everyone, me too.
You helped me see that everyone was worth loving, me too.
You made me believe that people do change, because we did.

Thank you for being a best friend/ boyfriend that I can always rely on.
You are ever so patient.


Haha, Nat's so cheesy. Nat's in love. Nat's so lovey-dovey.
Yea! Because hell-yea she is.

Friday, June 4, 2010

It feels great having lost 10kgs in the last 8 months. But my mom still thinks I'm fat.
I wonder if the world thinks that way too.

I am honestly happy with myself. Why is she tainting that happy image I have of myself?


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Oral Sex


Sunday, May 16, 2010

18 Long Weeks

So, it's the end of my stay in Sembawang Sec. No more waking up at 5am every morning, no more long train rides where I have tolerate stinky people, no more long staff meetings and no more screaming at kids for low socks or not doing their work.

However, this is an experience not to be forgotten, I have grown so much more tolerant and patient, I have learnt to work with many differnt types of colleagues. Also, I have met amazing friends like Deb, Wen Kang, Ivan and Ji Xian.
Not only that, I too have met the most amazing and beautiful person in my life. Yeah Shaun, that's you if you are reading this.

Do I still want to teach after this? Yes, I sure as hell want to.